Pappa – Dad – This is for you I didn’t want you to go just yet, You weren’t even done with your story! And now you are gone, where have you gone? Have you gone to heaven and all its glory? Are you looking down on us here? Can you feel our pain or our fear? Are you close to us or are you far away? Can you hear me when I pray? Do you know how much we cried for you? Do you know how much we love you? When I held you hand and you passed way… Did you feel us wanting you back and did you try to stay? I know you were sick, so very very ill, Did you hurt in the end when you lay there so still? Did I answer your questions when I spoke to you? Do you remember those words, they were all true! I am sad that your life has ended here, You’ve left this emptiness in my heart that won’t disappear. I feel sick and angry that you had this illness And each day that goes by hurts more not less! Will you visit me in my dreams at night? Will you caress my cheek and hold me tight? Will you give me that bear hug and never let go? My heart is truly broken… I love you so!